I've paid a price and I'll keep paying
My heart is like an unfinished song
It has no beat, no pulse, just love
Love for the one who does no care
Just a hug or caress thats not fair
If I told them my heart was theirs
Would they care or would it just burn
If love has a meaning please tell me now
The heart wants what it wants and it's telling me how
To march right up and tell them
Tell them I am theirs on this earth
But I am scared, this pain inside
If they deny me I could just die
But I will force myself to tell this friend
That I will love them till the end
If they reject me I will scream
Inside my heart will bleed
In the end it's a price I must pay
I will pay it day by day
Until the pain stips or my body doth lie
I will keep paying this payment until I say goodbye
Death
I find death to be an evil mistress
One to reap and take your soul
She is illustrious in her taking
A simple sad melody
Yet she takes all things unfreely
A becon to the black mists of night
An unloving heart with a blackened soul
But without death there is no life
Death...
What a powerful word
One to make you cry
One to make you loose all sence of control
But where would we be without it?
Little minions running rabbid
My heart breaks
My soul bleeds
I am her's for the take
A simple person with no essence but her own
But to snuff out the candle and ther eis no more light
Should I be this free?
Oh but who art thee?
The one who comes like a darkened shape
To hover over ones bed late into the night
Or swipe us from the ones we love in the blinding sun light
Death is my mistress
I owe her my heartach
I owe her my soul to take
She has taken all I love
She has taken my everything
But in the end she leaves me something
A peice of solice to take the pain
Like water down the drain
But there she is
My dark Mother
The one whom takes all
The one whom shall call me home
The one I fear
There are two of my poems, will update more later...Just let me know what you think...
